Tips Umrah bersama si kecil

Dengan nama Allah Yang Maha Pemurah lagi Maha Penyayang..


Tips Umrah bersama Si kecil

Alhamdulillah March 2015 dijemput menjadi tetamu Allah, masa tu saya sedang mngndungkan adam 27w.. Amir plak umur 1year+.. Dah lama sangat hasrat nak ke sana, tapi x berkesempatan, sampaila last year kami tekad jugak nak pergi sebab nanti makin ditangguh makin banyk plk halangan..

Saya buat keputusan untuk bawak jugak amir ke sana, satunya sebab x pernah berpisah lama ngn dia, takut uminya rindu pulak, huhu.. Keduanya memang teringin nak bawak jugak dia jejakkan kaki ke tanah penuh barakah tersebut, dan ketiganya tak nak susahkan mak mertua jaga dia.. Sebab amir ni jenis budak yang kuat nangis,huhu..jadi macam mana pun biarla kita yang susah dari susahkan orang lain ( walaupum sebenarnya mak x kisah pun nak jaga.. ).take it as a challenge, hehe..😌😌

Jadi bermula la proses persediaan dari buat visa/passport, ambil immunization meningococcal, kursus dan sebagainya.. Xde banyak sangat perbezaan dalam proses ni kecuali saya x ambil immunization memandang masa tu tengah pregnant, not advisable for pregnant lady to take that vaccine, sebab mmg ada kajian ubat tu dibuat trhadap tikus yg mngandung dan mnunjukkan x mmberi sebarang adverse effect terhadap fetus dalam kandungnnya..tapi belum ada kajian trhadap pregnant lady, so i won't take the risk.. Untuk itu,perlu sediakan surat doktor yang menyatakan kandungan kita sihat, dan kita tidak divaksinkan atas risiko sendiri..alhamdulillah tiada masalah yang timbul semasa melalui emigrasen di sana.
Untuk injection vaccine amir pula, memandangkan bila ke beberapa buah klinik swasta waktu tu,kebanyakn   vaksin yang ada tidak sesuai untuk kanak2 bawah 2 tahun, jadi kami berikan vaksin keluaran menacra yang sesuai untuk kanak2 bawah 2 tahun. (Memang mintak kawan kami yg kebetulan ad  klinik sendri untuk orderkan untuk amir).

Selesai bab vaksin, persediaan nak naik flight, 12 jam penerbangan bukan waktu yg singkat untuk kanak2, umi dia pun mmg nervous..hehe.. Paling lama pun flight pernah bawak amir dari klia k bandung, tu pun ramai mak cik pak cik dia pergi sekali, so boleh la dia main2 atas flight tu..
So before naik flight, make sure bawak bag sandang utk muatkan brg2 keperluan dia, susu formula yg belum bancuh, thermos air suam( ni x perlu pun xpe..coz biasa boleh mintak jer kat atas flight utk pnerbangan antarabangsa kalau dia tengk kita bawak baby), cookies atau ap2 makanan tambahan untuk dia, pampers dan dua persalinan baju (in case terbocor k apa.. Ni bukan bekalan spnjang pnerbangan sahaja, tapi nnt bila dah sampi airport jeddah sementara nak tunggu luggage, dan perjalanan atas bas sementara nak sampi k hotel madinah) dan last but not least, toys dia atau ap2 brg yg dia blh beraktivit, bwk la sikit so dia x boring spanjang perjalann tu.. Amir meragam jugak sekejap kat atas tu coz dia x selesa lama sangat duduk ..bila abi dia bwk jalan2 kejap atas flight tu    baru ok 😅😅

Alhamdulillah kami selamat tiba di airport jeddah dan meneruskan prjalannke madinah mnaiki bas.Di madinah, saya dan suami duduk bersama, lebih mudah sebab kena gilir2 nk jaga anak, lagipun tak nak ganggu jemaah lain dengan kerenah anak kita.Alhamdulillah xde masalah untuk beribadah di masjid nabawi, hotel pun dekat jer, so mudah jer la nak bawak amir ke sana.Di masjid nabawi, ada dua compartment, satu tempat khas untuk ibu2 yang bawak anak, satu lagi untuk jemaah yg x bwk kanak2.. Mngkin x nak bagi menganggu. Kena pergi awal, so bolehla dapatkan tempat solat yang lebih sesuai, saya selau caro port tepi dinging or tiang sbb mudah nak sediakn space utk amir.. Sama ada dia nak baring minum susu or nak solat skali, sebab amir ni dia xleh tngk org lain ada sejadah, dia nak dia pnya jugak, so mmg akan bawak sejada kecik dia, so bila sy solat dia akn ikut skali ats sejad dia kat sebelah.. Selain sejadah, apa yang selalu saya bawak setiap kali ke masjid ialah pampers, makanan sikit utk dia dan alatan utk dia beraktiviti sama ada toys atau pen+kertas..supaya dia x jalan ke tempat lain dan x mngacau sangt bila nak beribadah..Make sure, space utk ank kt tepi dinding tu jaga betul2, letak la bag atau apa2 brg kita, sebab org arab ni, pantang tengok ada space kosong sikit akan terus datang x kira la muat ke x,   sbb jemaah terlalu ramai.. Tapi satu jer yg saya respect giler kat jemaah arab ni, diorang sangat   sporting dan baik dengan kanak2, diorang memang x kisah kalau budak2 nangis atau bising2 masa kita solat, even kalo anak kita merengek nak susu time kita solat pun diorang akan tolong bagi susu atau bagi coklat.. x macam kat malaysia, kalo budak2 nangis atau bising, lepas habis solat mulala  dapat ' jelingan manja' dari makcik2 saf depan tu, hehe..😜😜
So sepanjang kat sana sekali jer la saya terpaksa berhenti solat sebab tiba2 amir ni dia lari jauh dari saya ikut sorng budak arab ni, then tengah2 solat saya dengar suara dia nangis cari umi, huhu.. Haishh risau jugak, kalaula hilang   Kat tengah2 lautan manusia ni mana nak cari oii..huhu..

Alhamdulillah di Madinah berkesempatan jugak masuk raudhah dua kali walaupun hubby dapat masuk almost everynight!!😄😄So umi dia nak masuk ke raudhah dan buat lawatan sekitar madinah, its abi' turn to taking care amir, hehe.. Kena gilir2 and banyak timbang rasa la, sebab tu lagi mudah duduk bilik bersama jer..

Hari ke5 kami bertolak ke mekkah, dengan siap berpakaian ihram.. Sampai di mekkah tengah malam dalam pukul 9 lebih x silap.. So naik hotel kejap letak bag, make sure tukar pampers anak and buat susu scukupnya, bwk skali bekal formula milk yg x bancuh sikit dan air suam sebab lama jugak nak selesaikan ibadah umrah nnt..  Saya tawaf gilir2 dengan husband, sebab tak bawak amir tawaf sekali ( dia x sunat lagi, and takut pampers dia x bersih). Lepas dah habis tawaf kami sa'ie sama2, awal2 saie amir enjoy lagi lari2 sendiri, tapi bila dah start ngantuk dan penat dia nak dukung.. So kami gilir2 dukung amir tapi banyak husband yang dukung sebab mak buyung ni pun memang x larat sangat dah nak dukung dia,huhu..memang mencabar saie sambil bawak perut and dukung anak, amir ni pulak jenis x nak dengan orang lain melainkan umi n abi dia, x nak duduk atas stroller atau baby carrier,huhu..  Tapi masa ni la kita betul2 dapat hayati bagaimana siti hajar berlari2 mencari air di tengah panas terik sambil bawak isa dalam kandungan kan.. Kita ni ok la tempat sai'e dah beraircond, xde terik matahari, jalan pun dah tie selesa.. Alhamdulillah.. So sangat advisable bawak stroller kalau anak jenis yang boleh duk diam dalam stroller..sangat2 membantu..😊

Alhamdulillah 4 hari di mekah berjalan lancar.. Cuma 2 hari sebelum bertolak balik amir demam kuat, kat sana  kita boleh beli ubat dan antibiotik direct kat farmasi, x perlu prescription doctor, so kami beli la syrup pcm and antibiotik terus untuk amir(antibiotik dia mahal giler) huhu..augmentin sampi rm80+ sebotol, so beli amoxycillin jer la..hehe

Hari ke10 kami bertolak balik ke malaysia..Alhamdulillah ala kulli hal, syukur yang tak terkata kerana dberi peluang mnjadi tetamuNya..dan amir is doing well,hehe..nenek amir dan makcik dia yg ikut sekali pun banyak membantu. 😄😄..mmg dari malaysia lagi x nak fikir bukan2, doa n kyakinan pada Allah jer supaya dia selamatkan dan permudahkan semua..

Kesimpulannya, sebelum decide untuk bawa anak atau tak, kena research sikit dalam internet and tnya kawan2 yg dah pernah pergi, kena timbal balik baik buruk utk bawak atau x.. Memang ada positif dan negatifnya.Mintak petunjuk dari Allah.. Then decide la ikut nalurinkeibuan😊😊 selebihnya kena yakin yang Dia akan permudahkan segala niat baik kita..jangan fikir bukan2 atau fikir yg negatif..
Semoga akan ada lagi peluang untuk kami ke sana ( tapi nxt time dengn anak2 yg dah besar la 😄😄😅 ) insyaallah..

Dalam flight dari klia ke jeddah   

Di airport Jeddah sementara menunggu bas ke madinah

Di Masjid nabawi.. Turn abi jaga amir 😉😘

Shopping kurma di ladang kurma, madinah

Nak bertolak ke Mekah, bersiap dengan pakaian ihram

Alhamdulillah..selesai umrah, dalam pukul 2-3 pagi baru selesai, amir dah tidur..

Di masjidil haram.. Dah start demam time ni, tu yg moyok jer..hehe

On the way back, still demam

#umrah

#umrah bersamasikecil

Konflik politik Terengganu

13 may 2014

Pergolakan politik di terengganu berlaku apabila secara mengejut menteri besar YB Mat said mengistiharkan meletak jawatan sebagai MB sekaligus mengaku keluar dari UMNO dan berpendirian bebas. Diikuti oleh dua YB lain iaitu dari adun Ajil dan Kuala Berang. 

Krisis berlaku ekoran permintaan dari yb kijal ini untuk dilanjutkan tempohnya sebagai MB selama seminggu bagi memberi laluan majlis perkahwinan anaknya tidak diendahkan olh PM Najib.. 

Pengisytiharan mengejut ini menjadikan bilangan kerusi ADUN UMNO 14, pakatan rakyat 15, bebas 3..

Justeru, ikut logik akalnya dan memng jika diikutkan undang2, sudah terang lagi bersuluh, terengganu sepatutnya jatuh kepada pakatan rakyat..

Unfortunately, betapa pihak umno ini terlalu gemarkan politik kotor, maka wujudlah kenyatan2 sumbang lagi bodoh, " speaker jugak termasuk ADUN UMNO- erk?? bila masa plk speaker dewan tu brtanding dlm PRK??? , ada jgk kenyataan " walaupon mereka parti bebas, tp mereka tetap sokong UMNO - helllooo,, dh namanya bebas, apa halnya pulak nk sokong umno!! dah antar surat rasmi terang2 cakap keluar umno.. haishh~ dan banyk lagi kenyataan2 yang cuba sedaya upaya mnyangkal kenyataan yg terengganu sepatut dan seharusnya diserahkan kepada pihak yg menguasai majoriti DUN.. seandainya UMNO benar2 gentleman, berpolitik secara bersih dan rasional, tidak seharusnya mnjadikan isu ini complicated sebegini.. kenapa ketika isu yg sama berlaku di perak, pihak UMNO tanpa usul periksa dan tanpa memberi peluang kpd pakatan rakyat perak terus merampas negeri itu.. tapi bila berlaku di terengganu, pelbagai alasan dan kenyataan tak logik dikeluarkan.. -denial state~

Till today, 14 may 2014.. masih belum ada kata putus sama ada perlu diserahkan kpd yg memegang majoriti ADUN atau utk pilihanraya semula.. dan kami rakyat sngt5x mngharapkan agar pihak pimpinan PAS/ pakatan rakyat tidak terlalu berlembut atau terus berdiam tanpa menegakkan keadilan yang sepatutnya.. politik KOTOR umno harus dihentikan!! there is no such thing like 'speaker dewan jgk dikira dlm ADUN', walaupon bebas ttp sokong umno, lompat2 katak sekejap masuk sana lps tu masuk sini, etc.. tolong jangn terlalu memperbodohkan mentaliti rakyat..

Oh my patient!!

khamis; 8 mei 2014

Kebiasaannya hari khamis tak ramai patient, so hari ni la biasa ambil peluang utk buat outdoor activity di klinik.. habis jer aerobic dngan staff, saya decide untuk pergi homevisit rumah patient dngn salah sorang  staffnurse dan JM saya.. lagipon patient ni antara kes berisiko kami.

Rumah dia terletak jauh di pedalaman, tiada jalan tar untuk sampai ke sana.Kira-kira 50km (dngn kereta) dari klinik. Tiada kenderaan utk datang klinik, hanya ada sebuah motorsikal, tu pon husband yang guna utk kerja.Patient ni ada 4 orang anak, yang sulung berumur 11 tahun. Yang sulung dangan yang no2 tinggal dengan nenek sbb mslh kewangn dan masalah transport. At least rumah nenk diorng dekat dngn sekolah, so blh la pergi sekolah jalan kaki. Anak ke3 ada masalah sumbing bibir (cleft lip), initially ada follow up under hospital and planned for operation, tapi parents tak bawak pergi temu janji, again!!! sebab masalah kewangan dan transport!. anak ke4 1 tahun 5 bulan, ada masalah anemia ( kurang darah merah) disebabkan kurang zat besi ( iron deficiency anemia), pernah beberapa kali admit ke hospital disebabkan jangkitan kuman paru2. Ibu pernah dukung ank kecik ni yang tengah demam panas  jalan kaki sejauh 20km ke jalan besar then tumpang mana2 kereta yang lalu untuk pergi ke hospital utk rawatan si anak ni. Regular temujanji anak di klinik memang tak pernah datng la.. sbb mslh transport and duit..dan sebab ni lah sometimes kami di klinik kesihatan ni low treshold nk admit patient wahai doktor2 di hospital, so jngn la easily nk menelefon or tengking2 kut fb bila doktor kk admit patient yg  bagi kamu, " macam ok jer.. demam jer pon, xde la in resp distress pon..." ke hospital, sbb kami tau background pesakit kami, how far n how difficult to them to get the treatment..

mereka tidak mendapat apa2 sumbangan.. dpt sekali masa nak pilihanraya jer, then sumbangan ditarik balik sebab dikatakan dari parti lawn !!!??? ( i was like, what??? diorng ni sngt susah kut!!)

Pergi dengan tujuan utk tengk kesihatan anaknya , dlm masa yg sama nak re-consult regarding contraception, previously patient ni refuse utk contraception sbb husband tak izinkan. Bila mintak husband dtg klinik utk kaunseling doktor, x dpt dtg sbb kerja (argghh!!).. dan sekarang, again wife dah pregnant lagi.. x sempat la sy re-consult regarding contraception.. dan bermulalah routine dia yang berjalan kaki sejauh 50km ke klinik 2minggu- sebulan sekali, with or without the 1 year kid ( kesian anak terpaksa berpanas).. see!!! sape yg tanggung? wife jgk.. husband yang keras2 mmbantah tadi xde plak usaha nk mnghantar ibu n ank ni ke klinik.. She need this contraception, for her and her children.. the socialeconomic status also required her to use this contraception.. tapi akur yg membuta tuli pada suami dan bangkangn dari suami tanpa usul periksa dan soal selidik akhirnya menyebabkan dia preggy lagi.. saya bukan bermaksud kandungan itu satu masalah buat dia, jauh sekali nak menghalangnya dari nak menambah zuriat, cuma biarla waktu yang sesuai.. bila kesihatan dia sendiri dah ok, anak yang kecil betol2 sihat dan at least berumur 2 tahun, masalh social economic mereka improved.. Islam jugak prefer utk dpt umat yg berkualiti, bukan ramai tapi tiada kualiti..betol x? 

3.30pm, time to go back..huhu

as a conclusion, bersyukur bersyukur dan bersyukur atas segala kurniaan Allah setakat ni.. tidak diuji sesukar itu.. bersyukur berada di health side ni, at least blh rawat n kenal pesakit lebih dari penyakitnya..and i can traet more not only the illness.. wallahualam..

jalan nak masuk ke rumah,, jln ni la yg dia terpaksa jln kaki before ke jln bertar smbil dukung ank,, just bygkan dlm cuaca yg panas skrg ni,,

 ni rumah patient..dlm rumah mmg kosong xde perabot lngsung..

dan ini bukanlah patient sy yg plg susah,,there are a lot more yg jauh lagi susah dari ini..

Trip to Cameron

Our 2nd trip together.. but this time with our little caliph amir hakimi..:)

Biasanya kalau dtg sini kami spend 2 days 1 night jer, sbb not much to do here, but this time we spend 3 days 2 nights, 2 hari travel day, 1 hari lagi pusing2 area cameron memandangkan dah ada baby, so jadual aktiviti pun kena flexible and  xleh rush, kesian kat baby.. :)

 Amir kat dalam kereta, dah boleh duduk atas sit.. As usual, mmg xleh duduk diam..huhu..

Kat sini kami stay di heritage hotel di tanah rata, cameron.. quiet a nice hotel, dlm tu ad bnyk kemudahan, ad playground utk kids, library, gameroom, garden, laundry sendiri pon ad.. harga pon ak rasa reasonable..makann n layanan pon bagus.. hari pertama sampi, x pergi mana2, rest jer.. mlm tu kami pekena seafood kat steamboat n snack corner kt brinchang ni..best!! banyak n harga brpatutan;)

ok.. 2nd day ialah hari pusing2 cameron!! standard la, klo kat cameron ni mana lg nk pergi kan klo bukan ladang teh, strawberry n bunga!! hihi..;)

Then hari ke 3, last place pergi adlah pasar,, borong strawberry, sayur n bunga sume, ni tmpat plg murah,, never ever shopping kat ladang sbb mahal!!! Nama jer ladang, ingtkan dpt murah tp the truth is beli kat pasar dia lg murah.. Then balik!!!;) actually klo xde baby, sehari pon dah sngt cukup dtg cameron ni.. Tapi sbb ada baby, so jadual prjalann pon kena ikut jadual dia..huhu..nyway thanx a lot hubby!! Dah lama x bercuti, skali skala bercuti n jauh dari kerja sngt menenangkan..ni pon last minute punya plan, sehari sebelum baru decide nk g cameron..huhu..

tribute to Nana

 17 mac 2013..

Disaat negara di gemparkan dengan berita kematian muda mudi seawal 20-an akibat drug n alcohol overdose di asia festival music yg dianjurkan secara legal di sebuah negara islam. Kebanyakan mereka beragama islam..aku dikejutkan dengan kematian salah seorang sahabiah baik, wan syazana wan mansor..

Ya Allah, seakan x percaya sebaik menerima berita kematiannya.. baru berusia 27 tahun, kami berkenalan sewaktu di matrikulasi kuala pilah, negeri sembilan. Beliau antara orang yang memperkenalakn ku dengan usrah dan kehidupan berjemaah. Sepanjang mengebali nana, beliau mmg seorang yang cukup bersemangat, berkaliber dan istiqamah dlm perjuangan. Seorang yang mementingkan ukhuwah, ceria, petah berbicara.. beliau cukup aktif dalam jemaah sehingga selepas mendirikan rumahtangga.. hidupnya sepenuhnya diinfaqkan utk kepentingan jemaah..

Allah terlalu sayangkannya, dijemput di usia 27 tahun, meninggalkan 3 putera dan seorang puteri yang baru berusia kira2 5-6 bulan.Pulang ke rahmatullah bersama kandungan yang masih kecil..

Nana, moga nana berbahagia dan tenang disana.. sudah masanya Allah merehatkan nana.. moga putera puteri zuriat nana mewarisi semangat perjuangan ummi mereka.. moga kami yg masih disini menyambung perjuangan ini.. sayang nana kerana Allah, rindukan senyuman dan gelagat ceria nana..

benarlah, kematian tidak mengenal usia, tempat dan keadaan.. moga kita diberi kesudahan yang baik..

"Ya Allah, jadikanlah sebaik-baik umurku adalah penutupnya, dan sebaik-baik amalku adalah penutupnya, dan sebaik-baik hariku adalah hari (saat) berjumpa dengan Engkau."

Bantuan rakyat 1 malaysia

Dengan nama Allah Yang Maha Pemurah lagi Maha Penyayang..

                                                     

Br1m..what a glamour word nowaday.. Which is introduced by our prime minister Datuk NAjib during the election last year..

Agreed to tun dr mahathir, br1m harus diberhentikan. Maaf cakap, tapi ini benar2 bukan budaya yang sihat. Our government benar2 mengajar rakyat untuk spoonfed, duit yang hanya sejumlah rm650-300, tidak dinafikan iya mmg mmbantu bagi sebahagian rakyat, tapi sampai bila kerajaan nk terus menyuap begini?? Jnngan diberikan ikan, tapi berilah joran, supaya joran boleh diguna dalam jangka masa yang lama utk mendapatkan ikan/ pendapatan..
Kerajaan dibawah pimpinan sekarang dilihat tidak bijak untuk mewujudkan budaya 'tabur' wang sebegini..berlaku banyak pembaziran dan dalam masa yang sama tidak menyelesaikan sebarang masalah kemiskinan rakyat

Jika dilihat dari segi kelayakn pemohon nya pon, jelas seolah tiada pen'detail'an dibuat sebelum program ini dibuat, seolah2 sekadar ingin menabur wang yang 'sangat banyak' yang negara kita ada.. Pendapatan isi rumah rm3k pon boleh sedangkan bagi saya ini bukan golongan yang sangt memerlukan.Malah berduyung2 lagi yang tidak memenuhi syarat mereka- reka cerita bagi memenuhi kelayakn penerimaan.. Soal keberkatan trhadap wang tersebut dah dipandang remeh, dikaburi dngn wang yg di'tabur' pak pemimpin.. wujudlah golongan masyarakat yang 'gila' duit, langsung tidak mengendahkan keberkatan dan kehalalan sumber pndapatan sendiri..

Sangat2 berharap agar kerajaan perhalusi program ini,  spend our money wisely, not just 'tabur' membabi buta semata2 ingin membeli sokongan rakyat.. pembaziran berlaku, masalah kemiskinan tidak mampu diatasi..

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Our future plan..

Hampir setahun lebih saya dan suami di perantatuan ( besut jer pon..hehe).. But still its not our hometown and not plan to be long here, hehe.. And as we already planned previously, after 1year at district, we will step further insyaallah..

Penantian berakhir buat hubby today, permohonn pertukaran k kota bharu diluluskn and scheduled utk lapor diri di jknk (jabatan kesihatan negeri kelantan) hari ini.. 

Kebiasaannya bila dah setahun di district, after that, kita diberi peluang utk kembali ke our choosen field, so memang tinggi melangit la harapan and angan2 my husband utk berkhidmat di HRPZII di bahagian PAediatric Surgery memandangkan dia dah super duper minat utk further study in that field.Sebelum melapor diri di jknk lagi, dh banyak kali contact head of department peads surgery tu, even dah dimasukkan nama ke beberapa khursus dah pon..dan memang dah planned, after my husband dpt ke HRPZ,  saya akan menyusur utk request ke klinik kesihatan area KB ( what a wonderful and simple dream right? Huhu )

Tapi apakan daya, bila melapor diri di jknk tadi, the above letter yang dia dapat, huhu.. Memang down habis la dia.. N of course yang lagi stress wife dia ni, thinking of PJJ, dengan anak kecil lagi, adush,, how i can i go through that, family both side dua2 jauh..nak menangis pon ada..huhu

Sedih, stress macam mana pon, the decision is already there, bila duduk sama2 dengan husband after jemaah maghrib tadi, muhasabah bersama, then we can conclude that, maybe this is part of obstacle for us untuk menggapai cita2 n impian kami, mungkin juga ini sedikit teguran Allah buat kami yang pada awalnya terlalu yakin dengan prtolongan manusia dan sistem manusia sehingga kami lupa, manusia langsung tak berkuasa, even kita guna kabel besar mana pon, kuasa yang mutlak itu tetap padaNya..sandaran utama tetap pada Dia.. "Kita merancang, ALlah juga merancang, dan sebaik2 perancang adalah Dia.."

Masyaallah, sedikit sangat Allah 'cuit' kami hari ini utk tarik agar kami kembali bergantung padaNYa..ALhamdulillah kerana itu tanda Dia masih sayangkan kami..

Doa dan terus berdoa moga dipermudahkan urusan kami sekeluarga , ditetapkan apa yang terbaik dan dicampakkan rasa syukur dan redha pada hati2 kami..insyaallah..

Family

Alhamdulillah.. Amir Hakimi at 7 month old.. :)

And us after 1 year and 6 month of marriage.. :)

Moga sentiasa dalam rahmah dan keberkatanNya..

Berbahagia hingga ke syurga..

End year trip

26 december 2013- 29 december 2013

Spending time with family to langkawi n penang

Such a tiring trip with my baby but yet sooo enjoyable :)

Amer dan tok ayah n tokma.. Persinggahan di grik

Savely arrived!!! Alhamdulillah..:)

Shopping time!!! Main activity ummi n tokma,, hehe..

Abi mngasuh amer while ummi n tokma shopping, hehe..

Xleh tolerate dah, amer lapar n ngantuk!! Huhu..

Singgah penang jap..

And alhamdulillah we are home... :)

Happy birthday dear hubby!!

Dear abang..
A little message just to say i love u more with each new day..
Wherever i go.. Whatever i do.. Every single momment, my doa.. my thoughs will always be with u..
And as years go by..i know my love it always will be so!!!
Happy birthday abang.. Thanx for being such the bestest husband for me.. ;)

what a lovely and inspiring love note!!

Love Note For Sayang | iluvislam.com discover the beauty of islam

Assalamualaikum wbt.

Sayang, when others were enjoying their reward of success for their efforts, you were holding back your tears because you didn't made it through like others, and when you can't hold that tears behind you eyes anymore, you let the pearls down on your cheek, and I just saw again and again, that amazing wife of mine, with her upmost strength and courage.

Sayang, do you still remember the first time we look at the double line on the pregnancy kit and how I was jumping in disbelief and I keep checking on the kit every 2 seconds, afraid that it might dissapear? Since then you were carrying little Amani inside you and how our life was blessed since then for having her with us. Let us count on Allah's blessings upon us.

Do you still remember the first time we went to the GP and when we first calculate the due date and we found out it was on the middle of the exam week and you were very worried about it? You were crying the moment we step out of the clinic as you were very worried for Amani and for your study. Then, when we discuss over the issue, your were very persistent on keep going with all the modules not wanting to defer. You have no idea how i was amazed with your determination to keep fighting for the best. For that strength and determination Allah has given you, let us count on Allah's blessings upon us.

Do you still remember sayang, when you were having severe abdominal pain which they thought due to fibroid when we were doing our Paeds rotation in Kerry and that was the first time we heard Amani's heart sound. I was stunned and I could feel my heart stop beating for that little seconds as it was a miracle to hear her heart beat for the first time. Subhanallah, the feeling was undescriable. She was so tiny, in fact she was as small as a lump at 6 weeks, but she was so adorable that abang kept her ultrasound photo in my paeds book and everytime I open the book, I just look at her first. Subhanallah, let us count on Allah's blessings upon us.

Do you still remember, how much difficulty we had to go through in coping with the new situation when we were doing our first Paeds rotation in Kerry. We were thinking is this happening too fast? But never for one second I ever regret it. We were quite disorganize at that time, but still we managed to attend all of the hospital rotation regardless the complaints we had concerning false concerns over our poor attendence. We even recieved emails on advice to defer from exam, and Abang was getting email reminding not to let the situation affecting my study and my attendance to hospital. Alhamdulillah, with the help of Allah we managed to attend to our duty as a student and for that let us count on Allah's blessings upon us.

Do you still remember how we were very worried of our Paeds clinical exam that carry so much marks and we were worried that we were not well prepared for that because of the new experience of being pregnant and not having much chance to study because you were suffering from the abdominal pain. Allah however has bestowed upon us His mercy with a very kind hearted consultant and registrar that was very kind and has had helped us a lot. Allah has made our exam very easy for us , really, so much easier and for that let us count on Allah's blessings upon us.

Do you still remember sayang, how we used to rush and run to catch for the bus every morning to go to the hospital with your little bump? Abang will always smile the moment I think of the memory. Abang will always remember that sweet memories of us running every morning to catch for the bus because we were late. Though it was hard for you to run and you were gasping for air when we managed to reach for the bus, it was such a joy of having you and Amani in my life. Let us count on Allah's blessings upon us.

Do you still remember that one day I let you catch the bus alone and you almost slipped of the pathway and nearly fall to the road with a coming bus on the other direction? I was very worried when you were telling me, though you were laughing and smiling like nothing happened and since then I never let you ride the bus alone as I'm worried you may have slipped off again. How thankful I am for Allah has always kept you and Amani safe and for that let us count on Allah's blessings upon us.

Do you still remember sayang how many times did you collapsed in the hospital while doing your hospital rotations and everytime I got your phone call saying you just fainted, my heart and mind just could not keep still. Everytime I insisted to bring you back home to have a good rest, you will insisted to stay back because you don't want to miss any tutorials and as much as I adore your perseverance, I was very worried for you. However, everytime I was worried, I just leave you and Amani in the care of the best Protector and it keeps me out of worried. Let us count on Allah's blessings upon us.

Do you still remember sayang, how much you were complaining of back pain and discomfort for having to carry Amani for the last 9 months, and that pains seem to vanish all together, the moment I saw your most beautiful smile ever when you first felt Amani was kicking from inside. You were smiling from ear to ear and you seems to forget all the pain. Abang was so content to look at your smile. Let us count on Allah's blessings upon us.

Do you still remember our sweetest memories of having our lunch box everyday in the hospital? How I miss that moment of ours so much. The Irish must have look at us with plain confusion while these two are sharing their plates. Allah has made the bestest plan since the beginning when we were placed in the same group for the whole rotation, so that I can spend my every moments with you and watch your back everytime you need me. Let us count on Allah's blessings upon us.

Do you still remember when you cried everytime you woke up when you fell asleep while studying due to tiredness but you were worried that you haven't read much for the exam because it was so hard for you to focus on books because of tiredness and constant pain you were having. You were blaming Abang for not waking you up but Abang really don't want to wake you up, I just want to let you have a good rest because you really need it after long day at the hospital. Alhamdulillah, we managed to do well in all of our continous assessment and we never once fail in those exams. Let us count on Allah's blessings upon us.

Do you still remember when we were told your amniotic fluid drop down in the middle of exam week and we had to go to the hospital every morning for CTG and ultrasound? Abang can still remember your unpleasant and shock look when your were told the news in the clinic. Alhamdulillah, for Allah mercy your amniotic fluid getting stable over days and we were left assured of Amani's well being. Let us count on Allah's blessings upon us.

Do you still remember the pain you had to went through and the sleepless night due to the false labour you were having before Amani came to this world. All the pain and hardships were worth it the moment you had Amani's on your chest the moment she was born and you were pouring tears of happiness and syukur to Allah for the miracle. Amani is a miracle in our life. Let us count on Allah's blessings upon us.

There's so much more abang wants to write of our journey of having Amani and getting through the final year as a medical student. It was an adventorous journey for both of us, but abang cherish and missed every moments of it. It was just a wonderful experience.

In the end, the thing that matter most in the eyes of Allah is the journey that we went through, the patience, the courage and the endurance. It's the climb as the song said. Whatever Allah has bestowed upon us were His never ending blessings and for that we shall always be grateful. Allah decided to delay your success as He miss your prayer and tears in the midst of the night and He wants you to be closer and closer to Him. For that we shall be thankful to Him for just given us the very best for our life.

Be glad that all of our friends and families are praying for us and may Allah rewards them for their kindness. We are blessed with wonderful friends around us that always looking after us and offering their warmest help and comfort in time of needs. For that we shall thank Allah for sending these people into our lives.

Keep up high. Don't give up. Don't be afraid of what might come tomorrow, we will sail through it together. May Allah reward every single good deeds we did for the sake of Allah. Abang and Amani are so proud of you for your courage, perseverance, strength and patience. may Allah give us patience and strength to enter His Jannatul Firdaus.

Abang and Amani love you very much, honey.

Lots of Love,
Abang & Aman

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Best news ever!!

1 november 2012.. I'm start to recognize that 'u' are with me my dear.. Really really excited to know that,happy n everything!! and cant wait to share this very best news with my husband( is oncall at neonate intensive care unit)..
ALHAMDULILLAH...syukur tak terhingga padaNya..
Abang,,cpt balik!!!!;p

Keep Learning..

Alhamdulillah..
Ungkapan yang mmpu ku lafazkan atas segala nikmatNya..
Usia perkahwinan kami telah mnjangkau sebulan lebih, terlalu banyak yang aku pelajari dan terlalu banyak jugak yang masih perlu ku pelajari..
Perkahwinan bukan hanya penyatuan dua hati yg saling menyayangi dan merindui..bukan hanya ungkapan " i love u" atau " i missed u" malah ia hadir bersama pakej tanggungjawab, kesabaran, tolak ansur, saling dan cuba memahami serta banyak dan banyak lagi..
Perkongsian hidup bersama insan lain yang srbelum ini asing buat kita, tapi hari ini kita perlu berkongsi segalanya bukan hanya untuk tempoh sehari atau 1 semester, but for the rest of your life..
Hingga saat ini, aku masih mngkagumi nikmat Allah yang satu ini.. Hadirnya perasaan sebegini antara dua insan yang sebelum ini langsung tak punya pertalian darah, namun dengan hamya satu lafaz yang mnghalalkan segalanya,, perasaan terhadapnya completely change,, willingness of sharing everythng wif him hadir sendiri without any paksaan.. Dan keberkatan, keredhaan serta ketaayan ada padanya..subhanallah..

~nurulsyuhadajohari.290912~
waiting for him finishing ward round to lunch together @ paediatric ward HSNZ..

New life

22 august 2012, alhamdulillah..
Lafaz 'aku terima nikahnya' diungkap oleh suami tercinta mohamad fadli abdullah berwalikan abah dan abang tersayang johari mohamad dan abdul muhaimin johari..
Bermula pelayaran bahtera rumah tangga kami.. Perkongsian hidup bersama, cita2 dan impian yang sama.. Membina baitulmuslim yg diredhai dan diberkatiNya hingga ke syurga insyaallah..
Buat suami tersayang, moga permulaan hubungan ini tiada akhirnya, moga kita tetap akan bersama di syurga nanti..moga nikmat cinta yg dianugerahkan ini adalah cinta keranaNya..;)
Ya Allah..berikanlah cintaMu kepadaku, jadikanlah orang yang mencintaiMu mencintaiku, dan jadikanlah aku mencintai sesuatu yang mmbawa kpd kecintaanMu..

For The Rest Of My Life

Dengan nama Allah Yang Maha Pemurah lagi Maha Penyayang..

I praise Allah for sending me you my love
You found me home and sail with me
And I'm here with you
Now let me let you know
You've opened my heart
I was always thinking that love was wrong
But everything was changed when you came along

And there's a couple words I want to say
For the rest of my life
I'll be with you
I'll stay by your side honest and true
Till the end of my time
I'll be loving you. loving you

For the rest of my life
Through days and night
I'll thank Allah for open my eyes
Now and forever I I'll be there for you
I know that deep in my heart
I feel so blessed when I think of you
And I ask Allah to bless all we do
You're my wife and my friend and my strength
And I pray we're together to Jannah
Finally now I've found myself I feel so strong
Everything changed when you came along

starting to love this song when its not just a song to you,,;p ~

~nurulsyuhadajohari~

it's a step forwards

Dengan nama Allah Yang Maha Pemurah lagi Maha Penyayang..

27052012

Alhamdulillah..

ku panjatkan kesyukuran tak teringga atas segala aturanNya..

Moga hubungan yang terjalin 

akan terus ke arah gerbang perkahwinan

diberkati segala urusanNya'dan dipelihara agar sentiasa dalam 

redhaNya..

~nurulsyuhadajohari~